In very intense upleveling situations, it can seem like you’re losing everything.
This is by design. It’s because you’re shifting vibrational states (and vibrational states also determine your reality, because you must “match” your reality) and therefore everything that is a lower vibration, a past energy, a past opportunity, relationship, circumstance, has to be let go of. This can come on very suddenly without warning, and it can often feel devastating when they cluster and you seem to be cycling through loss after loss, disappointment and heartache.
What happens next is you usually enter a “crucible” phase, which you can look at as a chrysalis. During this stage, nothing seems to work out. It can feel exhausting as a lot of buried emotions surface.